A star that has smile as bright as sun. A sun that has smile as beautiful as star. How could the world is so upside down like this?

You said it by yourself.. “Jangan bergantung sama orang lain.” But, seriously? you came to me and made that words sound impossible.

Butuh waktu buat berpikir jernih. Kamu nggak salah apa-apa. Aku yang salah. Sejak awal aku nggak seharusnya percaya sama orang. Lagi-lagi dikhianati kepercayaannya itu… sakit.

This have been 3 years now.

I still remember clearly the first time I met you. Grade 7, junior high school. You sat at the desk behind me.

And who knew the next few months, I fell in love with you? Even I don’t realize it. That things called ‘monkey love’ become stronger every single day.. And now, I end up waiting for you… All this time. But I love seeing you from far, know that you never change, that kind of kindness I always like. Many ‘things’ happen this three years, but I never really stop waiting for you, although I said so to my friends.

Oh yes, I Love you, Mr. Sikopat.

I never found anyone like her before, like I can trust her. I don’t know, I just told her everything I never told to anyone before, if I say, anyone, that means literally no one. So that’s a very big secret of mine. She immediately become my best friend, my dearest big sister.